Rhyme and verse

Haunt me

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 20:31:04 -0400

A ghost holds my hand tonight,

The one I made from you,

These things aren’t right

But if I wish it will come true,

Right?

I think I’m lonely and lost,

While you’re out there living,

My love the ultimate cost,

But maybe we’re still together,

Right?

Excavate yourself

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 20:20:33 -0400

I think I’m lost and lonely,

But I don’t show the truth,

Coz’ I’m such a phoney,

Every day barely living.

THE FEAR

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 20:38:10 -0400

Some times it feel like slow death around here,

That horrible sinking feel where all you need is a beer,

I know it’s dark melody, as it brings me well past fear,

It lurks close to my heart, always hidden but oh so near.

mirror mirror

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 07:57:42 -0400

Mirror mirror on the wall,

I’m ugly and about to fall,

Will you kiss everything all better,

Will you cover up my cracks,

Or will you just spit,

And show the cold harsh facts?

My flaws

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 05:24:36 -0400

Searching for parents,

A baby in the wild,

The love, the warmth,

Chasing lost intimacy,

I want you to care for me,

I want you to love me,

But you swat me away,

And still I stay,

On my balcony

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 20:34:08 -0400

To sit and be just one with the air is all so hard,

In the shadows and the swirling rapture of smoke,

The trees raise their hands up to the heavens,

And I cry the world away like a once little lost boy…

No problem

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 05:42:43 -0400

Break my back, with everything you lack, you’re the lash whipper, the ultimate fibber, scream your commands, and beat me with hands, no i don’t have a problem, no i don’t have a problem…

Crawl into my head, and up into my bed, we fight and fuck, which ever one is just luck, I should kick you out, but there’s always that lying doubt, no i don’t have a problem, no i don’t have a problem

My one track mind, is a self destruction bind, it’s all in my head, all the shit I’ve been fed, expect the worst, getting hurt first, I have a problem, I have many problems…

Wrong for each other

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 19:50:00 -0400

What can i say, when you stay, but get further away, and it’s like this everyday, the same old ritual, the habitual, we cling to a dead past, our last moments approaching fast, i can feel it, as we split, and it hits, but we ignore this fact, we ignore everything we lack, still you come back, together we stand, together we surely fall…

Downward spiral

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 06:36:39 -0400

Knife in the heart, the wrenching starts, crawling for a mate, you plummet tumbling to your fate.

You’re a cautionary fail, the fool, your emotion always to overrule.

Splutter to life, you beg for your rights, spit out your plight, but you just keep quiet despite.

Your a dumb conundrum, the worst, but you’re not the first.

No soul

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:23:00 -0400

And so your walking backwards with all that pain,Thinking everyone you bump into can be blamed, the only solace was with a hooker when you came, it’s all just so obvious with everyday the same.

Your soul is a hole…

Expect to reflect

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:07:25 -0400

I remember your wild eyes, through rain and flame, all the things we never became, but forget the goodbyes, bury all those ancient lies, your memory never dies…

Self inspection and all that rejection

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:06:44 -0400

I’m in your bed, when you start creeping into my head, I’m led, down that same old road, such the hollow show, and you just stare, your cross to bear, I’ll share, I’ll spill myself out, thinking that’s what it’s all about, but it’s not, not to you, you won’t care…

Fun times

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:05:48 -0400

Bathe in blood, and snap some spines, it’s not a crime, so have a really nice time… :)

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Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:05:25 -0400

i wIsh i’D neVeR sEen yoUr FAcE, sO i diDn’t nEED iT eraSed…

All the snake's mistakes

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:04:56 -0400

I ate my tail, and saw everything fail, devouring the chance, like a misplaced romance, the foolings were mine, i had no spine, I just sat and slept, while you twisted and turned, everything burned, no peace, no quiet, no love, no lust, just our out-of-date rust…

Lost nights

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:03:24 -0400

Nights out, pushed right out, the drinks, the filth, the tits, and all the other thoughtless bits, just brief, no sleep, feeling dead, living on the edge of a bed…

Sleeping alone

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:02:21 -0400

Scale the walls of my bedside, because in this place i died, tackle the lust I try to hide, nothing remains but empty lies…

Relations

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 20:00:23 -0400

A mother ignores her kid, a lover sleeps with another, A husband beats his wife, A teenager hates his life, everything is rife, we struggle through the strife, I can’t understand, this is the folly of man…

Hope

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 19:59:06 -0400

From the edge of the earth to eternity, still i’m learning, the fire inside me burning,

The grind

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 19:58:47 -0400

Breaking bones, and breathing breaths, there isn’t much left, your bereft, you were promised more, you want the door, the grind and the strife of life…